Whoops

I guess that I have already failed, but that's alright. I'm getting back up and trying again.


Today was the Polar Bear Plunge, it was a fundraiser for the Special Olympics...I really wanted to jump in, but I was told not to by my mother. It is a little crazy that I was totally prepared to jump into a frozen lake in a bikini in front of a couple hundred people, but such is life. Well, such is my life. I'll see if I can get some pictures and post them, although, I haven't figured this site out entirely yet. 


You know what's weird? I'm convincing myself to be totally honest with the internet. And I say the internet because I don't think there is anyone out there yet....if you are, please tell me and I will apologize for that whole not believing you exist thing.... :)
Anywho, I was going somewhere with that being honest thing....Ah, yes I remember. I used to lie to my diaries, like if I missed a couple days (or, just between you and I, months) i would right down some excuse. None of that here, I promise.


Then again, we have seen how honorable my promises are....
Sorry.


pax vobiscum

Day One

So. This is me, pledging to write once a day in this online source of, of...well I don't know yet, for the next year. But right now it doesn't matter what I'm looking for (at least that's the philosophy I'm trying to maintain). I guess you could view this as a test. I'm testing the phrase 'It's not the journey that matters, but how you get there'. This will be a documentation of my life for the coming year. Although, I keep asking my self one question: Why start today? I mean, I'm no good at keep diaries, hell, I can't be alone with my thoughts so why on earth would I publish them to the rest of the world.


I guess that makes two questions...


As best as I can tell the answer to both of the questions and any more that are floating around in my head is, well, because I'm sitting at home and feeling like doing some uncharacteristic. Isn't that allowed? A little bit of change never hurt anybody, right? Right. So let's do this. Me and the internet and whoever might be reading, wherever you are. Are you ready?


Because I don't know if I am.